Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
hatred
"Gosh, please.. stop it". Its too harsh.. every single word that came out from her mouth is painful. "Am I a troublesome to her?" Why cant she be nicer to me when she can do that to others. She would laugh to others joke and curse whenever I start talking. She would invite others to have dinner together but she wouldnt mind me at all. I cried.. I cant tell her off.. I love her very much but, She hates me.. No, she loves me.. I know.. as much as I wana believe that she never hates me, deep inside I know she always do loves me too. Sigh.. I wana be special to her, I dont wana be left out.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Monday, May 11, 2009
M U E T
Road trip! road trip! yay! I was superbly glad he decided to follow us to go back to Dungun to seat for our MUET exam. The overall trip was ok though we had few misunderstanding scenes. But the most important part was the photo taking session!! camwhoring ofcourse! lol.
Im soooo gona miss Dungun soon. *ha ha ha! (as if). great! degree.. here I come!
christmas miracle
"Let's get into our clubbing gear and party tonight!" my friend said excitedly to me as we were thinking of plan to do on Christmas eve. I got ready, and drive myself to fetch my cousin and his boyfriend. "Great!" the traffic jam was.. sigh.. speechless.. it took us almost 2 freakin' hours just to get to Bukit Bintang from Ampang, it was totally crazy!!. On our way to Changkat, "ring! ring!" my friend called from the other car next to mine, "change plan honey, let's watch movies at pavilion". So we did. We got there exactly 12.10am when the movies just about to start."Right on time!"
The movie was like "OMG! I rather spend my 10bucks and precious time on something much more worth it!" dammit it was terrible, lol. It was a Malay scary movie and well, u know how cliche and typical Malay movies are right?? *menyesal btul.. ha ha! and the best part was, since we got there "ON TIME" we got to sit at the "VIP" seats! the front row!! shit ass.. it was sucks big time. I'd blame my friends for "abusing" me and forcing me to watch the movie, made me waste my valuable 10bucks and sit at the front row but I still have a little mercy on them, so I didn't cause any harm to them. ha ha!
2am, after the movie finished. God, finally.. out of no where, I remembered "him" so I called him and asked where he was. He said he was near Bukit Bintang area. I thought, "Yes! maybe I could meet him up later anywhere since he is nearby." As we got out from pavilion, Bukit Bintang was no more hectic and packed with people because the Christmas eve count down was over. so we went to Changkat, and I told him to meet me there in front of Frangipani.
"Dup, dup, dup.. OMG! I can hear my heart beats fast as if I just finish 100meter race! why am I nervous? he's just some stranger I met in facebook and became intimately close.. gulp.. ouh yeah!! ofcourse! I remember.. I like this dude!" ironicly.. Gosh! the first thing that caught my eyes was his huge curly hair. Thanks to his hair, it really made my work easier cause I can see his hair from far and doesn't need to seek him.
Finally.. we met..
Friday, May 8, 2009
him
"Ouh, he's kinda cute. I just love the curly locks and his sweet smile". As I thought to myself when I accidentally saw his profile picture in facebook from.. Uhm, whoever's page it was I cannot recall. Without any doubt I requested him as my friend and hoping he'll accept me. The next day when I browse into my page.. "Uhuuw, surprise, surprise..". Smiling to myself. "He accepted me!".
After sometimes.. Uhmm.. Its embarrassing la to say this, frankly, I kinda waited for him to at least say hi to me first but, too bad it never happen. (ha ha.. I felt sad for myself for a moment there) So, I browse into his page and check out his pictures and stuff. Hey! I know what your thinking.. I didn't mean to stalked him! Its just that I cannot help myself noticed him online almost every single day and it makes me want to approach him. Trust me, I seldom make the first move in getting to know a guy but.. "Aargh, who cares.. maybe I'd just say Hi!, that's all".
Fortunately.. "Great! he replies my messages, pheuw.. that wasnt half bad at all". As we were getting to know each other closer, we started to chat through YM and I remembered at that time, he was the one who makes me feel eager to go online everyday. Soon, we started to exchange pictures through YM and he starts calling me on the phone. I feel something deep inside and I said to myself, "I think I like this guy.." really.. huh.. uhm, ok fine! I was kinda into him and of course he didn't know about it but, I can feel he knew that I felt something towards him.
Things were great between us, we get along very well and he even dedicated a song called "Let me kiss you" by Morrisey but, I never heard of that band before and I wasn't sure why he choose that song, as I read the lyrics only then I realize that he actually had feelings for me too. (lalalalalala~~ blush*). I didn't know what to say to him, so I became an idiot and said things that until right this moment I am still not sure whether "did I hurt his feelings because I said those things??" or "was he really busy doing his job in Malacca taking wedding photos??" because right after I said such things to him he reluctantly respond, n I felt bad.
The next thing I knew, we stop contact each other but, after a week of silence, he text me in YM. Out of no where, I felt blood rushing through my veins faster than usual, adrenalin rush, sweating, n butterflies in my stomach. (ha ha!) then I thought, "Yes! I knew it.. as written in my fate.. thank god for giving me another chance to be friends with him".
To be continue..
After sometimes.. Uhmm.. Its embarrassing la to say this, frankly, I kinda waited for him to at least say hi to me first but, too bad it never happen. (ha ha.. I felt sad for myself for a moment there) So, I browse into his page and check out his pictures and stuff. Hey! I know what your thinking.. I didn't mean to stalked him! Its just that I cannot help myself noticed him online almost every single day and it makes me want to approach him. Trust me, I seldom make the first move in getting to know a guy but.. "Aargh, who cares.. maybe I'd just say Hi!, that's all".
Fortunately.. "Great! he replies my messages, pheuw.. that wasnt half bad at all". As we were getting to know each other closer, we started to chat through YM and I remembered at that time, he was the one who makes me feel eager to go online everyday. Soon, we started to exchange pictures through YM and he starts calling me on the phone. I feel something deep inside and I said to myself, "I think I like this guy.." really.. huh.. uhm, ok fine! I was kinda into him and of course he didn't know about it but, I can feel he knew that I felt something towards him.
Things were great between us, we get along very well and he even dedicated a song called "Let me kiss you" by Morrisey but, I never heard of that band before and I wasn't sure why he choose that song, as I read the lyrics only then I realize that he actually had feelings for me too. (lalalalalala~~ blush*). I didn't know what to say to him, so I became an idiot and said things that until right this moment I am still not sure whether "did I hurt his feelings because I said those things??" or "was he really busy doing his job in Malacca taking wedding photos??" because right after I said such things to him he reluctantly respond, n I felt bad.
The next thing I knew, we stop contact each other but, after a week of silence, he text me in YM. Out of no where, I felt blood rushing through my veins faster than usual, adrenalin rush, sweating, n butterflies in my stomach. (ha ha!) then I thought, "Yes! I knew it.. as written in my fate.. thank god for giving me another chance to be friends with him".
To be continue..
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